Hey CM....You are making a concerted effort to better yourself and cure yourself...it takes guts and effort....and many of us stumble on the path....be afraid of not trying...be afraid of big hairy spiders....you should be proud of yourself...it's not easy doing what we are all doing...we might make light of things as we go along but it's tough...but quite frankly we're all doing well...together...these feelings will pass and will in time be replaced with ones of accomplishment, fullfilment and excitement for the future. You deserve it, I deserve, we deserve it (except perhaps Fizzy) ...so lets HAVE IT!!!!! Here's to US...free in Sobriety...
