Day 28 for me. I am a ball of emotions today. I could probably cry at nothing and I am not one to cry. I am scared of failure. I guess that is what I have always been afraid of. I am afraid of failing and not being seen as perfect.
I have a good job, my own place, a car, I volunteer all the time. I help everyone that comes along and still I feel empty. I know it is the disease now and my compulsion but I do not know how to stop feeling this way.