krhea75,
Well big hugs to you, I think you need a whole bunch right now!
I think sometimes I need to remember this is a program of progress NOT perfection. We're human, we get frustrated too, it's understandable.
Let go, and Let God, and have faith that your sons H.P. has a plan already "tailor made" for him.
It may not be exactly what WE want, or the time schedule may not be as fast as what WE want, but none the less, your son is in good hands.
It's all going to be okay.
Do something good for you tomorrow, make a plan for a nice relaxing day, and go for it!
Hugs....