I was lonely and wanted to hear his voice, what is that part of us that believes if we just hang in there is will get better. You should pat yourself on the back for realizing what happenned and for getting out of there. They don't change, the only way people like him are ever gonna change is if they finally are in so much pain, thats how is is so us so why do we think i will be easier for them, no one helped us. You be glad you realize what is going on here and you were smart enough to get out of there. I promise it will get better. Watch out, when you get past the hardest part that when its the easiest to let them back in.
take care