You know... the roller coaster ride of emotions has gone up and down for me today. Right now I'm in a great mood. La tee da, you're not callous, you're describing reality. KindEyes, that's exactly what I meant... that little vizualization exercise. I'm going to steal it and use it for myself. I'm also going to try and stay busy today so I don't dwell. I've got trim to put up around the living room, Dining room, and hallway.