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lovtolaff 
He just called.....I love you "lovtolaff" and i said alright bye. So now I'm shaky and gaggy. My new mantra is HE WILL NEVER CHANGE. He knows it and I know it.
My therapist said that some people damage their "core" being and do not have a conscious like the rest of the world. I had asked her HOW can he lie to me like he does and not feel bad about it or sleep at night??? I truly believe he really is damaged.
Not once thru any of this has he said - I will quit drinking. He's only said I will cut back...and that NEVER happened. And he is STILL denying that he is back on coke/crack but I don't believe that for ONE second. I've never met anyone that lies like he does. He is a master crazy-maker that's for sure.
The manipulation, selfishness, lies and so much more just come with this disease. I would assume there are very few addicts outthere that are truthful sincere people. They do what ever they can to get what they want. Stay strong.