JuJu you are a part of us now!
And what you share here will indeed help others more than you realize
right now!
We are glad to have you!
And Al-Anon would be a great start....I went and I just sat the first few
times and listened to others-(I was surprised how everyone hit what I
was feeling inside! And they still do today)
You will find that here at SR as well!
One baby step at time! It sounds as if you know what you want and we
are here to support!
Keep posting!