I wanna cut the circule
Hi there!
This last week was very hard for me, I was fighting a lot with my AH husband. Twoo days ago I told him that I don't want to live like this anymore and he's agreed. And you know what, today he was drinking again. So we have a little talk about it. I told him that I want to finish our relationship. i can't take this anymore. I realize what's a CO and I am very scared for me. I don't want to be sick anymore.
He was saying: "I'm sorry and you don't deserve this" that I'm tired of hearing this from him, because nothings changed, it's only repaeting the same situation once again.
My heart is spliting in a million peaces, he doesn't know the pain that I am feeling now and he doesn't cares.
I've been crying a lot and thinking what to do. Finally I know, I HAVE TO RUN AWAY from this.
I am looking for a new job, so I can move out of this place and start over. I need peace.
Last edited by luli2979; 06-22-2008 at 08:44 AM.
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