In my opinion. Of course it wont feel real. Sobriety is new.
Just stay the course and will become all too familiar.
Your doing great so far.
We all have ups and downs. Even in sobriety. Hell we even had em in using but never relized because we were too messed up to notice.
Your doing good so far.
Keep it up. And eventually it will seem all too real the wonders sobriety has to offer.