Steamer17

If I am being totally honest, at this stage you are right. I do want to do it for me, but SHE is just so "there" in my mind. I am working on it though - honestly. I am beginning to understand that doing it for her or us is just not gonna cut it. I will only be fooling myself like she was for so long trying but not really trying to get better.

Thanks for the honest post. It hurts sometimes, but you hit the nail on the head.

Thanks