I am so sorry - it was always something with my ASs when they were using - I remember how I used to hate those phone calls. Almost hated the phone calls worse than not knowing where one of them was for months. Wanting to do the mother thing - whatever that is - and knowing that my first instinct is always wrong. You did the right thing - I love the words, you are in a good place.
I just hang onto that God has a plan - and I need to sometimes stay out of the way. Love from a distance. So very hard!
Prayers and love coming your way.
Love in recovery,
Jody Hepler
