Originally Posted by
Jeeplady 
So, my whole point is.....your trigger to relapse may not be what you think it is. Think back to that time and maybe you had something else that was going on that triggered your desire to drink. Something less obvious.
Your right on with that! It may not be stress at all...I know for me its tiggers or old habbits that become automatic. I feel like am on auto pilot at times! Get off work and each day I have a bar or restaurant go to on that day where the servers or bartenters are expecting me to show. Its sick because I feel guilty if I don't and go to a different place WOW now that's booze talking LOL! Another one is tonight I should be at Fox Sports Grill watching the NBA playoffs Lakers Celtic's with the gang....all I have been thinking about today but already told myself staying home, cooking and watch the game!