I'm hoping and praying that this isn't the end for him. I have faith and hope that God will give him another chance to do it right. This man was sober for 16 years before picking up again 2 1/2 years ago due to circumstances that would have downed anyone years before. I'm not making excuses for him....believe me I know that better than anyone but I also know he can do it again with or without me. I am praying every second that he didn't go too far this time and will have a chance to try again. So positive prayers and vibes are very appreciated.