Originally Posted by
steamvessel 
A lot of the times I didn't even like it while I was drinking and would have to get really messed up just to get over that feeling. And then, yes somewhere around my 12-13th drink my body would just relax, I guess you could say I enjoyed that. But that's like saying you enjoyed a 2 week trip somewhere and there was one day for 3 hours that were very relaxing, and the rest of it was stressful and annoying. Wouldn't you have to say you didn't enjoy that trip?
It depends. If I've been sober for a few days I do feel a little thrill when I decide to dive in to the bottle. And I do enjoy the inibriation, until I start stressing about shutting down the night so I can function the next day and I'm chugging water and calculating how many hours sleep I can get and popping half a Tylenol PM so I don't wake up at 5am and can't get back to sleep... etc
If I'm in the middle of a bender then the quote above is so so true