~SIS~
tRISHA I AM SO SORRY THAT YOU ARE HURTING LIKE THIS HONEY YOU ARE SO MUCH BETTER OFF THAN WHERE YOU WERE THIS TIME LAST YEAR YOU HAVE GROWN SO VERY MUCH AND DONE THOSE STRANGE THINGS LIKE MATURED AND SPIRITUALLY GROWN BUT MORE THAN THAT I HAVE WATCHED YOU FIND THE POWER WITHIN YOURSELF, YOU TOOK ON YOUR GRAM....DIDNT NEED TOO BUT YOU FELT COMPLELED TO DO SO FOR THE SAME REASONS YOU STILL DONT WANT HER WITH YOUR AUNTS.....I REMEMBER THE DAY YOU GOT YOUR CAR......YOU WERE SO PROUD.......OMG THE DAY YOU GOT YOUR JOB....REMEMBER YOU HAD HALF THE WORLD SETTING HERE HOPEING AND PRAYING FOR YOU....
TRISHA WE HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE WETHER YOU HAVE BEEN HIGH SAD DRUNK IN PAIN IN PLEASURE FOR YOUR HIGHS AND LOWS....OK SO THIS IS A LOW AND IF FOR SOME REASON YOU THINK WE OF ALL PEOPLE WOULDNT UNDERSTAND THEN YOU HAVE US MESSED UP.....
NOW GLOVES ARE OFF....YOU THINK YOU CAN DO IT ON YOUR OWN BABY YOU KNOW DIFFERENTLY YOU HAVE EVEN TOLD ME DIFFERENTLY, BUT I KNOW YOU AND THE TYPE OF PERSON YOU ARE AND IT SOUNDS LIKE THE DEPRESSION COMING THREW....AS FOR THE GOD ISSUE, SWEETHEART NO ONE IS TELLING YOU TO BE A DOOR BANGER( SORRY I CAN SAY THAT I AM A DOUBLE PK!) AND TO START PREACHING HAVING A HIGHER POWER IS AN EASY THING....HOW MANY TIMES A DAY DO YOU SAY OH GOD OR WHAT THE HELL? QUESTIONING YOURSELF IS COOL SO IS WONDERING JUST STICK WITH HAVING A HIGHER POWER THAT IS THE PERSON YOU TURN IT OVER TOO....
I KNOW YOU HAVE A STRONGNESS ABOUT YOU I KNOW I HAVE WANTED IT FROM THE DAY I MET YOU.....YOU ARE DOING SO GOOD BABY BUT THE FIRST STEP IS STOPPING ALL OVER AGAIN FIND OUT FROM THE DOCTORES IF THIS IS THE DEPRESSION!!!!
KEEP IN TOUCH SWEETHEART LOVE YAS!
PAMM