Hi all,
Thanks for replies I appreciate every one of them and I thank you for listening too. It helps me so much to get this off my chest.
I read your replies at work (I can read the board with my sups permission but I don't want to post, not sure which big brother is watching)and I cried, again.
Anyway, I am off to my first meeting. Wish me luck. I am going a little early because I am not exactly sure which building it is in. I hope I keep the courage I have felt all day to be able to go.
Talk to you all later.
Take care.
Many hugs.
Love,
Debbie