I can completely relate to you on this. I also have been feeling like nothing makes me happy anymore. It seems like my life is consumed by my ABF's drug use, lies, problems, and troubles. I have no desire to do anything at all, but sit at home. My friends call me to go out, but I'd rather rather stay at home because I just don't feel like going out and pretending everything is ok. I feel so drained and depressed all the time, which is so unlike me because I'm usually so happy and carefree. Everyone has seemed to notice this change in me, but very few people really know what is going on. It sucks to feel this way because I want to be happy...I don't want to keep living with this anxiety!!!