Thank you everyone for the advice I have a lot to think about.
I think i'm going to just pay for the ambulance bill myself and not submit it to the insurance. If my parents ask about the hospital visit i'll just say that i tripped and fell when i was out at a bar and had to get stitches because that is still bad but better than what happened. I am just not ready to tell them.
Someone asked about me going to AA in a post. I have gone once last week and I do plan on going again. I also might go to my doctor and let him know what is going on and see what he thinks I should do.
thanks again for the advice.