I definitely want to stay sober. I checked myself into detox voluntarily. No one even knew that I was considering it. I spent 6 days there, then went into the PHP program for 2 weeks and am now about to start my second week of IOP. If I weren't serious about staying sober, I wouldn't have done this. I was just wondering if it's possible to work the steps without attending AA meetings. I will begin one-on-one therapy when the IOP program is over.