It's so hard, you know? I mean, since i've known her.. she's smoked.. alot. She'd go through $70 worth in just 2 days. And now, even though it's only been a few days, shes been crabby and grumpy.. and i'd do anything to help her clean up, you know? but im afraid i'm gonna come off as pushy, or over-aggressive or dominating. i know this is something she has has to do on her own terms and on her own timeline, but shes also the type of person who talks alot, but then doesn't act on anything.. so im afraid if i dont push her..it wont happen.
i don't know. maybe i'm just pushy by nature. i just want whats best for her, you know? and to add to the stress, we're (obviously) a lesbian couple, and alot of people don't take us seriously..so im afraid people wont take her addiction seriously.
ugh. i dunno. maybe im going about this all wrong.