Day 11 And Dare I Say It...
... I actually woke up today feeing pretty darn good for a change!
No excessive exhaustion... no headache... I feel alert and in the mood (for the first time in weeks) to exercise!
A miracle for sure.
I should also mention that in the past, Day 11 would be when I would decide to start drinking again... I would think I was "recovered" and go out and get a bottle to celebrate.
Well, that's definitely not going to happen today... I have no desire to drink, in fact. I'm also planning to attend two meetings this evening and tonight!
I spent some time last night thinking about how sick I made myself with alcohol in the past month or so. I mean SICK. And it really hit me that I really do not want to do that to myself ever again. That I actually can't do it again. I cannot ever put myself through withdrawals ever, ever again!
I am very happy and hopeful right now. If anyone here has read my posts for the past several weeks, you will know this is a true miracle and blessing.
:bounce