Something dawned on me today. As I have said before...in the whole time he and I were together, he never used as much as he has in the past 3 weeks. 3 weeks ago, we had an argument over finances and he took off for 2 days, then last weekend he moved out (to get clean) and took off later that night for 3 days, now this weekend, I dropped the remainder of his stuff off, along with a note telling him how much I care for him and am thinking about him and praying for him yesterday, and last night he took off again. I don't know, and probably never will ,if these things have anything to do with him going on a binge. But what triggers these episodes? I know I should not feel guilty about any of it (causing him stress) but I can't help but think..........The mind of an addict.....I would love to know.