Well, the meeting I thought was tonight is no longer, so I will wait until next Thursday. I know for sure there is a nar-anon meeting then. So strange that all this is going on and the one person I usually talk about things that are bothering me is him and now I cannot talk to him about this. As far as I know, he doesn't want to talk to me right now, and that is the hardest thing to swallow. He was/is my best friend. I miss him so much. But I am hoping that in letting him go, he will get well and even if things don't work out in the end for the two of us, I at least gave his daughter back her father. I still worry, and still love him, but I have to work on me now I guess.....just not sure where to start.