Originally Posted by
BackToSquareOne 
Thanks for all the responses, it's just crazy how your mind works though. I think of the withdrawal and that's what really has kept me from drinking this long. The next thought that pops into my head is "well you have enough benzo's on hand so what's the problem". Almost like I'm trying to talk myself into it, even though my rational mind knows it makes no sense at all.
well i think needing enough benzo's to be able to binge drink urself into withdrawals... its obvious why ur rational mind thinks this makes no sense at all.
if u could safely drink a few -not needing the benzo's coz u over did it...
u wouldn't have posted a "strange question" even if its just ur own internal reflection.
u know a yr of sobriety has been great.... don't think ur gona find positive in following this exercise of drinking n benzo's.
think about the pro's n con's of where it will get u....
u already know what will happen after that first drink.... is it really worth it?
this turmoil u put in ur path, without even cracking one yet... while u are still rational... ur messing with ur head enuff.
taking a drink will only make matters worse is all
