Hi Tiburon, so sorry you're feeling so depressed. Alcohol withdrawal - I could get over that - long term depression - thats something else. I was depressed for a long time but have been lucky in finding a medication that works for me. But I know how devastating it can be. When I was very low, I prayed because I didn't feel there was much else I could do at the time. I hope you find a way for you.
Keep posting and God bless.