Sax I am glad to hear you are giving it another go I pray you are not using the "My Way" program, because that is what led me to full blown alcoholism, simply not drinking. In order to saty sober I had to admit that repeating the "My Way" program over and over again was simply insane. I changed nothing and nothing changed.
WHen I was not drinking I was miserable, when I was drinking I was miserable. Try something different this time, pick a program and work it.