hey ichabod
(((hugs)))
sorry you're back on the merry-go-round...
it's very painful, nerve-wracking, scary....
I hope you speak frankly w/ your son about what's up with his dad...it's good to call it what it is - alcoholism - and just let your teenager know that YOU know it is hard for him, as it is for you. As a daughter of an alcoholic, that's what I wish my mom had done for us kids...just to be honest about REALITY.
I hope your husband is OK, and I hope you find some peace of mind soon!!
Peace,
B.