Blitzi...
Boy, that Smoke is such a tough act to follow, she is so articulate and has such wonderful words for any situation, but I wanted to offer a listening ear and heart, anytime, also. I haven't made such a drastic move in my life as you have, but I do have special needs children myself, and I can understand some of what you are going through. I think you will always find what you are looking for in this forum. Hope you can find some peace.
Shelly
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What if the Hokey Pokey really is what it's all about???