Thanks Magic.............I guess that is both of our problem right now is he and I are thinking too hard.....and feeling too raw and exposed.....he says he is staying...he has said that so many other times before as well......it is just hard, not sure what to do......I open myself for hurt so many times that it is just unreal.....and then when the real is here it is now I dont know how to handle it ......I guess more than anything I just have to keep reminding myself that love does mean hurt sometimes too.......
I am trying to hold things together......just trying!
Pamm