(((Hope)))
Sometimes, when I could not face the "what if's", I grab on to every ounce of faith I can find, and if I can't find any then I find some Blind Faith, and just trust the process, trust that life unfolds exactly the way it is supposed to.
Sending many prayers for you and for J today, that God will wrap His arms around you both and keep you safe.
Please let us know how it goes today, Hope, and know that we all love you and care.
Hugs