NM,
I am at day 42 today, and the advice you've given is quite helpful. I have had a couple of days where I thought that drinking would actually make me feel better. Deep down inside I know the truth, and that is, it wont make me feel better it will only numb my problems shortly and when the morning comes those problems will be magnified 10 X.
I am sending those good vibes uour way.:ghug3