I need your help!
Here I am. I am at my bottom and I want to be clean so badly. I have lost almost everything. I don't know how I got to this point. I called a Suboxone doctor and they will not take me as I take Ativan for many years for panic disorder. I do not abuse them and take them exactly as directed. My drug of choice is opiates. I have been on them for almost 5 years. I have no insurance, no job, and have gone through all of my money. I am detoxing at home alone. I am on 2nd day. I have tried to get off of pills about times in the last 4 months, then the withdrawls get so bad, I give in. This time I am going to do it, and I need support. I have no other choice.
This is a big step for me just posting here and or tryiing to go to a doctor and tell them about my "problem". I feel horrible, can't put one foot in front of the other. Since I have no insurance or the money to go the rehab, I a, turning here. I need support and help from others who understand what I am going through! Thanks