I lost a few jobs due to my drinking. That just gave me more time to drink full time. There is a way out. There is a solution to any problem. We need to seek it out. For most of us it is to stop drinking, for good. You are heading in the right direction by going to treatment. Make it stick. Just know you can rebuild your life and your reputation. It takes time and it takes effort. Again, we continue to push it as long as there are no consequences. Now you have one, make it work. Make sobriety happen.