Everything I ever worked for is probably gone...I don't see any way out
Oh honey I am sorry. When I came here I was pretty lost and did not see a way out either. I wasn't prepared to live much longer, because I was so lost in my world.
It took a lot of work, and getting off of my doc to see the light again.
You CAN do this, this can be your new beginning.
You deserve recovery, and deserve to be happy.