Strength CAN Move Mountains
ex-d-boy,
Thanks for posting on here. It's great to see you actively looking for some help. As you already know, I'm very new to this as well. Having said that, I'm so thankful for the site and for meeting people like you! You all inspire me on a daily basis.
The fact that you're here and willing to take advice of the others who have made it so far, means you're NOT stuck in recovery. In fact you're moving very much forward!!!! So have faith that this feeling will pass.
Sounds to me like you are doing all the right things. Getting help in the first place, making life changes, etc. . . You have to be a strong person to do all that and I feel certain your strength is going to help you through!
So take care of yourself! Good luck on finding a sponsor, the right one is out there for you. When I'm at a point where I need to find one, I'll probably be calling on you for the same kind of support. Stay strong and stay safe!
See you soon in chat,
butterfly19