U know this was/is one of my demons. I get to thinking... I've got it licked, I'm in control.... guess what, that's how you slip.
For me personally, I don't think I can ever drink again. The reality is that I don't drink like normal people. I drink a lot real quick, and then pass out. I don't "enjoy" drinking, I drink with a purpose... get drunk and shut down.
In short, no I don't think I could every use again without having the same issues... I'm an alcoholic and I can't drink EVER.
Levi