Originally Posted by
BindereDunnat 
I just don't think that there's anything left in my emotional savings account for him, even if he "fixes it".
That may change after he gets it together- who knows? He says he's going to get clean, then ask me to renew our vows. I didn't tell him that the very thought makes me cringe- I can't feature it right now. Might change, over time, if he "becomes" the man he was when I met him.
That is where I am as well. I think at this point (for me) so much damage has been done that the thought of getting back together does nothing for me! I know even if we did addiction and the chance of relapse would hang over our heads for the rest of our lives! My sanity could not handle that at this point!
Take Care!!