Hi Guys, Well it's been a while since I've posted, but a little update. I didn't do so well with attempt 1. Lasted a few weeks and was back at er harder than before. Here I am again and I'm hoping to have some more luck this time. Meetings start tommorow, and I've been sober 5 days so far. I feel this time my cravings are worse than before. It's strange because I feel so embarassed at this age telling people that I wanna quit, hardly anyone believes you, and most go as far as laughing in your face! Had a few withdrawal symptoms on the first couple days that were pretty crappy, sweats, nightmares and crazy irritability and anxiety. I guess it's all part of the battle. Glad to have you guys here for all your support!!!!