we're here.
Recovering crack addict, Aarons my name.
There are a bunch of us around here, youre not alone.
DOne posted this yesterday, i thought it was very helpful.
http://www.soberrecovery.com/forums/...ml#post1716587
Listen, you can quit this drug, and your life will get better. The compulsion and obsession to use fades away in time. As long as you dont pick up, each craving lessens.
I found the desire to die shortly before i found the desire to live drug free. I had a moment of clarity, and got myself to an inpatient rehab for a month, then followed their aftercare plan, 12 step meetings. I kept coming back, and followed the suggestions. i was willing to do whatever others who had recovery had done before me. NA saved my life. It took alot of work, and a desire to stay clean today nomatter what....
Good for you for reaching out. Thats the begining of the solution.
I suggest you check out this link, and read it.
http://www.na.org/pdf/litfiles/us_en...s/BASICTXT.pdf