Thank you everyone for the warm welcome back!
I am positive that this time around will be better. I have an amazing boyfriend that is very involved in his own recovery. When I first started going to meetings with him it was my codepency that made me go. I was convinced that he would run away with some girl from the meetings. Once I worked that out I figured I would step back and let him have his recovery. That and I thought that I didn't have a problem. It's like everytime he leaves me alone I end up getting trashed which I know is not fair to him.
I absolutely adore my friends. They understood before so I'm sure they will understand now. It may hurt their feelings but I have to put my well being before their's...
Oh and least.. that's a pic of my dog Sasha - who I got my screen name from
Thanks again everyone!