Thanks All!!
I really appreciate the responses - I am feeling better already after drinking a vanilla milkshake and taking a hot bath. The truth is that I am a binge drinker - I go at it full force until I literally fall apart - then I pick myself up and am ok for maybe a few months or a year..then it happens again. I need to seriously look at my patterns, my life. I am not into AA although I have nothing against it - it is just not for me. I used to go quite a bit a few years ago. Anyway - I am also attempting at quitting smoking because both my drinking and smoking went hand in hand. I am going to bed early tonight..
:praying