Originally Posted by
wooforever 
If you let him go you are going to hate or dislike him that is grieving.
I feel you on this point. It's only been a week and most of my anger toward him is stemming from the fact that while he's out getting drunk and high, I'm left to pick up the peices that he broke down. I have to deal with a 4 year old and 4 month old. I'm pregnant and I have to find a second job now just so our house doesn't go into foreclosure! This is really unfair.... and I hate him for putting me through it.