I'm so happy I found this place
Two weeks ago, my husband revealed to me his addiction to cocaine. I had no idea. No idea that he sniffed coke. No idea he was high on coke during some of our trips to church. No idea that the straws he used to snort were hidden underneath our bathroom sink. Our life was a life of complete deceit.
At this point, my husband has lost three jobs in 4 months. I'm attempting to hold us down by myself but I'm going crazy.
Last week I blew up at him and told him I wanted a divorce (we've only been married 7 months) and I thought about it and decided to try to work things out. He left anyway and went down south to his dad's house. I want him back... I hate the craziness of our life but I want him back so much. He was a good husband... or rather, a good ass liar.
I'm hoping this board will allow me to release some issues that I can't discuss with anyone out of embarassment and shame.