As I get my house ready to put up for sale, I am really looking forward to finding another home, one that will be all mine without the weird memories (and half-finished projects, piles of papers, empty bottles and other stuff ah leaves around). I'm so excited about finding this new place and think it will be great for my peace of mind! I do love this house but it's time to move on.
I am making so many changes so quickly, but it feels good to be moving forward. It almost seems like once you take the first steps, all your angels step in to keep the wheels in motion. I'm actually feeling excited about my future!
I used to have knots in my stomach all the time - my husband's family has now officially branded me as "neurotic" and the reason for the failed marriage - of course they're not exactly great examples of mental health either - who would be living in multiple alcoholic relationships? But now, while still sad sometimes, I'm feeling great about my new life.
Hopeangel, if I can do it anyone can!