Hi and Welcome! I'm sorry you are going through so much.
I am the adult child of an alcoholic. It was very difficult for me and my two sisters. My father was abusive physically and emotionally. I can honestly say the emotional is worse. This was the main reason my mom packed us up and moved us 2000 miles away. It was difficult as we lived pay check to pay check with her, but all three of us are so thankful she got us away from him and into a happier life.
I hope you find some peace here!