Hi warrens,
I missed this post. Glad to know you pulled through okay, but it must have been scary. I've been having a few of those myself, just minding my business and suddenly getting hit by actual mental pictures of glasses filled with wine. It would be funny if it weren't so disturbing. Are they cravings?? I haven't acted on them though, I just shake my head and think of something else. Seems to work.
Congrats on your honesty with your wife, you're blessed to have someone who will listen to you unconditionally. Keep posting buddy.
Matt