I'm so sorry for your pain and turmoil. I died inside from the toxic environment in my home while my XABF used drugs, stole from me, and lied and wounded me without a second thought. I eventually took the advice I found here and started to do little things for me. Just little things .... and the little things started to add up and made me realize how much I had neglected myself and my children. It was what I needed to make it to the life raft ....
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