First he the lies..i am dying inside slow but sure....
Ok here i am playing detective , but i tell myself i am not...
AS lying about things, where he going..i am going to get my suboxne ... next day no suboxen , went to show with girl friend that is not welocme here , bad history with us..
why does hubby let him still use his car???(he still want to beleive theres a chance)
so off AD goes with dads car (he is supposed to use for work only) to get more suboxen (dad not home) i cant chase had back surgery stuck here..
oh my God he is 23 yrs old and here i am again waitng for the other shoe to drop i cant, prove he is using agan, no but the signs are sure lining up to the same path,, i want to pull my hair out i am sooooo tired of livng the addict life.. GOD HELP ME..help me help myself....i just feel like caving in .. hiding .. trapped in my normal life that is a livng h%^ ..
why why why...
there is no such thing as recovery .. the damn demond is winning again .. just a matter of time before the truth is out...oh please let me be wrong please:codiepolice