Hi Felly. I have schizoaffective disorder. It is extremely frightening. I know. I have obsessions that God wants me homeless and it is hard to get past them. My current financial situation is horrid and that is not helping. I wish I could recommend some medication, but I haven't found any that work. I guess when we feel hopeless all we have is a Higher Power. It's just hard, when you have an illness that attacks your spirit, to believe. I wish you all the best.