((((((((mjp))))))))
I'm so sorry that you are going thru this.
Divorcing my ex was the toughest decision ever.
It became a matter of self-preservation for me.
I was slipping into a deep, dark pit due to the financial and legal implications of his behavior.
Even though I knew it had to be done, I didn't want to do it.
I felt like a failure and so guilty. My feelings didn't make sense given everything I had gone thru...but it was also very empowering to take control of my life and my future back.
Be really kind to yourself and lean on your family and friends right now (including us here at SR)
You're in my thoughts and prayers tonight, my friend.
